.....Losing her grace, starts to cry, I feel her pain when I look in her eyes.....

Im not sure how I would describe life right now.
So I wont.

I got all my hair cut off. It was at my Butt. Then I had MOM cut it, she cut maybe about 4 inches which brought it to my mid-back. Then I went to my aunt who cuts hair and got it cut all choppy and it is now above my sholders. I love it, so much.

Im on a diet, I've lost 5 pounds in 6 days.

The otehr day I found out that you cant buy love. I have this weird obbsession of buying people things. It makes me feel warm inside. But I found out I do it beacuse I want someone to just be HAPPY, and that somehow, would make me happy. I guess it doesnt work like that. They get something. I lose money. END.

The concert was good. It got me away from the house.

School is hard. So hard.
Maybe it'll get better?

I wroked 9 hours today... Sleeeeeeeeepy. buh bye



....if I had everything would I still want to be alive .....